Less than 20 days to go. So how do I feel?
Like I told a friend recently, I feel oddly calm. At least about the marriage. My running concern is: how often do I have to wash plates?
Another thought: I need a new wardrobe.
But the fact that I will be waking up next to someone I hadn’t known until five years earlier? It doesn’t bother me at all. His driving does, just a bit. Thus my first personal post-wedding project would be to practice driving. O, palakpakan naman diyan!
Okay I may be trivializing, but I do have faith that our marriage will be fun, way beyond the craziness of this wedding.
This morning I saw a video of a recently concluded Discovery Weekend. I smiled knowing how blessed those couples are, having experienced the Weekend myself.
I smiled realizing how far M and I have come — not just from the Weekend or the start of the wedding preps, but from the day we first met — and yet how fresh it all seems (more so because we both have faulty memories haha). Everyday brings something new — to laugh about, to get mad about, to think and feel, to share and give.
The road will be hard, without a doubt. But it will be beautiful.
As for the wedding…ahaha. I guess we’ll all find out in 18 days. 🙂
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